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back again le ... jus return from malaysia ... damp ot of stuff to settle .... Sian ... bb

flying to korea

jus return from malaysia recently ..... today is flying to korea ... hope it is a very pleasant trip for me ... and wish my mum to have a safe trip too..... and my bro under my aunt care is happy and healthy ......... thxxxxxxxxxxx
bb

work = tired

hello... tml i will be returning to malaysia maybe to stay there for a week lo .. then set off to korea ya .... 即期待又怕被伤害.... sound funny but i really try not to look forward to it ... jus in case sumthin happen i can hav sum mental preparation lo .... haha sound so negative ....

btw this two days i was working as a help out in the ware house .... damp tired ... move boxes ... pricetagging .... verrifying .... sealing box and piling them .. oh my ... it is really tired lo .... tired ......

kk ... that's all bb... too tired to write le ....

edition

here are 2 songs that i have edited ... jus for fun .. no offence lo ...

actual :

<< 我的未来不是梦---胡彦斌>>

我知道我的未来不是梦
我认真的过每一分钟
我的未来不是梦
我的心跟着希望在动
我的未来不是梦
我认真的过每一分钟
我的未来不是梦
我的心跟着希望在动
跟着希望在动

edited :

<<我的未来就是梦---EcHo>>

我的未来就是梦
我失望的过每一分钟
我的未来就是梦
我的心已绝望不动
我的未来就是梦
我失望的过每一分钟
我的未来就是梦
我的心已绝望不动
已绝望不动

actual :

<< 大舌头---吴克群 >>

说说说说 说你爱我
我我我我 说不出口
口口口口 声声的说
对不起 我有大舌头


edited 1:

<<啰唆---EcHo>>

说说说说 啰里啰唆
我我我我 不想啰唆
No no no no 我已受够
滚出去 别再啰里啰唆

edited 2:

<<别爱我---EcHo>>

说说说说 说你恨我
别别别别 别再爱我
No no no no 不要再说
对不起 我有新男友

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well ... u all should know that i retain .... then now i is like a zombie lo ... my mum's aunt told me to be confidence that i can do it but i really wanna to tell her that the only that i m confident at is i m not confident in anything ...
also , i think my mum dunno how to talk to me lo ... the way she speak really sound like she felt really embarrassed that i hav retain .. and wish i did not exist lo ....
i also wanna to die lo ... but wat will happen to my bro who will take care of him ?
i dun want to limit his help because jus that he cannot survived on his own so i need to help him i cannot jus stop his life because i cannot live ... i need to help him .... i can control my life but not others ... so once he is gone i will be going also ... now i think nothing is meaningful to me except my bro lo ...

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but i m still very calm ... no tears ... ... no sign of feeling sad lo ... wired !

nowadays

long time never post a sumthin le ... as nothing much to talk about lo...
anyway i now jus working on my OP lo ... drag too long hav not send ... sori lo.. now doing it .... hehe...

also , i m going to korea le .. on 25 nov i think not sure of the date too ... hack it ... hope that this will be a nice trip lo .... after spending $761 and need to bring $150 for meals ... i thought the meals all will be provided ... first time need to prepare meals myself so wired ... hack it jus hope to hav fun there .. in order to make my $$ worthwile lo ... will upload the photos then lo .... :)

wired, crazy n loss

er .. today damp wired lo my class like half never come then the rest of our class almost spend the whole day to watch 命中注定我爱你 lo sound crazy but is true lo .... haha

... quite fun la as we had little time to spend wif this class as maybe i will be retain lo ... so also dunno know lo .... i now is still hanging there dunno what to do or react to my current situation lo... so jus stand by lo .... sian .... the waiting time to know whether u will be dead or alive is really no commends lo .... especially when u cannot decide ur fate at this moment lo ....

but today quite happy lo ... as my InR pass quite easily lo ..... i jus need to put in some points then ok le ... shuang lo !!! as i use like less than an hour then complete it without any reference lo ... haha :)

then now while waiting my fate arrangement by my teacher ... i will do what i can do ... which is do well on my OP and complete my 黑糖5.7 before ending this year .... as 黑糖5.7 is the only thing which comfort me that i did not waste this year lo :)

the waiting time is killing me bit by bit but also rebuilding another me bit by bit

haircut + holiday :)

hello , jus created this blog as my fren say blooger is nice than my other blogspot... i think ok lo .... so jus hav two blog la ... any way jus like this lo... LOL

today i have a new haircut... the design is stilll not bad but the auntie whom cut for me damp rough lo.... her comb keep swept across my ear and face lo... then i was like er... never mind la .... luckily my fringe not short lo .... :)
oh ya btw , happy deepavali la ... yes ! holiday for me !